As I lay in bed at night I toss and turn

I wake up and look to the left, look to the right

But by no surprise, you’re still out of sight

Sometimes I feel that you are here

but sometimes I just wish we still breathed the same air

I wish it was very much like a dream

but your memory is still very much alive to everyone as it seems

I never imagined that we would never grow old together

Now I’ll have to go through every storm without you and what it seems to be forever

I thought of this poem because it has been some time that I reflected

But I like to push these thoughts further back only to keep my heart protected

I can only suppress those feelings for but so long

So, probably night after night for as long as it takes

I’ll look to the left, look to the right

Knowing Ari, that you’re still out of sight