i wished and prayed for twins.

February 4, 2019.Reading time 3 minutes.

◦ February 4th, 1989 was a cloudy, cold, overcast day. It was a Saturday, and I was still pregnant with my twins, but they weren’t actually due until February 8th. I had settled in on that date because it didn’t seem they were coming any sooner; in spite of my running up and down the […]

surviving 30.

February 4, 2019.Reading time 4 minutes.

I uhhh… have no words, no words can amount to how I feel. I’m going to make it plain though. I dreamed about turning 30 with you in equivalence to little girls dreaming of their wedding day. I couldn’t wait to spend this day with you, but it was truly robbed from me. I had […]