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  • I uhhh… have no words, no words can amount to how I feel. I’m going to make it plain though. I dreamed about turning 30 with you in equivalence to  little girls dreaming of their wedding day. I couldn’t wait to spend this day with you, but it was truly robbed from me. I had…

  • white dress

     I had a dream about your wedding day. The day that will never come to be. Your wedding started at 11:30 am for some odd reason. You had worked so much that week (as usual) that you had to settle on a dress. On the way to the venue we pulled up and you told mom…

  • Darkness Noun: the partial total absence of light. Ok, so I have dark moments. This is really hard for me to talk about but it’s real, so let’s talk about it. I’ve always had extreme anxiety, for those who don’t know that about me. I have anxiety about being alone, being in a car alone,…

  • Friendships. As you know this blog turned 1 years old. It is also the 2nd anniversary of my sister passing. Lastly, this is my 2nd birthday. Yes I am 29, but I feel like I was reborn when Ari died. I died with her, that’s how I felt. The Tatiana I was before, will never…