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  • #StrugglingToFindHappiness Part 1

    “Lift up your faces, you have a piercing need For this bright morning dawning for you. History, despite its wrenching pain, Cannot be unlived, and if faced with courage, Need not be lived again. Lift up your eyes upon The day breaking for you.   Give birth again To the dream.” On the Pulse of…

  • #WheredoIgo

    The first couple months of Ari’s passing I was in shock. I didn’t know how to think, how to act, what to do. This lasted for a good 6 months. Even with the distractions of friends and family I still felt very lost. I got to a point where I felt like the world was…

  • #BrokenHolidays Part 2: To give thanks

    November. The first real holiday that I encountered without Ari was a holiday celebrating a day of life. November 1st, our mother’s birthday. A day that I have celebrated with my mom for as long as I can remember. A day that had been so joyous had turned into so much sadness. I tried to…

  • #Anger

    As we near Thanksgiving, we enter a time of being thankful for all that we have in our lives. Being thankful is still a hard concept for me when I am reminded every day of my loss. A loss that has made me angry; a loss that has made it hard to find forgiveness. This…